Journey through the 7 stages of alchemy to transmute pain into purpose and awaken the radiant, self-trusting woman within.

Living in Gold

6-day free online event 

You are ready for REAL change

You’re ready to feel better.
You’ve done the work.
You’ve healed so much – studied, learned, grown more than you ever thought you could.

And yet – there’s still a part of you holding back.
A quiet voice whispering, “I am behind… it’s too late… I can’t do this.”

There’s still a part of you that hesitates, second-guesses, regrets your decisions – who can’t tell the difference between intuition and fear. You’ve lost connection to your own inner authority.

Because let’s be honest – the world is at war over authority: who holds it, who demands it, who abuses it.
Now more than ever, it’s vital to cultivate an inner compass.
A voice you not only hear clearly, but trust.

Through cultural conditioning, especially as women, we’ve been taught to hand over that authority in the name of safety. Our fear is praised, our self-trust quietly dismantled, our intuition dismissed.

The most rebellious thing you can do in these times is think for yourself.
Source your own safety. Ask questions. Have consistent access to your curiosity.

Read that again – to have consistent access to your curiosity.

Because curiosity is how you meet familiar patterns in new, creative ways.
It’s how you touch that inner artist — and share your magic with the world.

When we live in fight or flight, that bridge to creativity and connection collapses.
Survival drowns out the voice of wisdom.

And let’s be honest — no amount of mindset work will… well… work,
if the voice repeating those empty mantras isn’t one you actually want to take advice from.

By now, you have an arsenal of tools for transformation. That’s not the problem.

The issue is that you’re not consistently showing up for yourself – showing your nervous system that it can trust you to follow through.

It’s a full-time job in our world not to be overwhelmed –
the speed of everything, the constant news and scrolling, the consumption,
the processed food and products disrupting our hormones and sleep. 

It’s harder than ever to access our discipline.

Learning how to create consistent, devotional practices that bring you back to balance is vital.
Your life literally depends on it.
(Well — if you want to thrive, at least 😉)

Committing to show up for yourself every day, in small ways,
keeping your word to yourself – that’s how you reclaim your trust.
That’s how you make your inner authority the Queen of your life again.

And it starts today – saying yes to your growth and committing to the process.

What better way to prove to yourself that this time will be different than with the accountability of a community of women?

Learning to regulate your nervous system and build devotional practices that help you feel resilient, confident, and capable of handling life’s highs and lows – that’s how we change the world.

It’s time to stop talking about it – and start doing it.

If you resonate with this message – trust yourself.
Come join the conversation and prove to yourself you’re ready to build the life you know is possible.

If you can commit to six days, imagine what else could be possible for you!

This space is for the woman who feels everything deeply.
  • The writer, coach, or creator who’s ready to share her gifts but keeps hesitating.
  • The sensitive woman who’s tired of numbing, over-working, or chasing worthiness.
  • The late bloomer who secretly worries she’s running out of time, but still feels stuck in indecision
  • The one who’s read the books, done the therapy, and still wonders, “Why can’t I trust myself?”
  • The woman that knows she has to let go of her vices to step into her next evolution

And it’s especially for the woman who’s ready to stop performing healing and start living it — in her words, her work, her relationships, her art.

This is for you, if you're ready for things to change.

Who This Is For

A light-chaser and memory-keeper drawn to the in-between. Lucy's work is rooted in emotion, inspired by the quiet magic of everyday elegance—sun-drenched skin, linen swaying in a breeze, a hand held just a second too long.

Whether you’re getting married in the hills of Provence or documenting life at home in soft morning light, I’m here to preserve it with purpose.

aela

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Day 1 || Calcination | Radical Self-Honesty
FIRE | The burning of the prima materia into ash
We burn away illusion, ego, and pretense – and turn the “shoulds” and stories into ash + Truth-telling: naming what no longer serves so you can stop abandoning yourself and make space for what you truly desire.
Writing, nervous system grounding, guided meditation

The Alchemy

Across six immersive days, you’ll move through the pillars of self-trust -- using writing as the crucible for transformation:

Day 2 || Dissolution | Releasing the Old Patterns
WATER | Dissolve the ashes into water
Through the flow of emotion, we soften defenses and meet the parts within us – the protectors, performers, perfectionists – with compassion.
 ✨ Writing, IFS (parts work), embodiment, hypnotic journeying

Day 6 || Coagulation | Embodying the Gold
GOLD | The gold stage. Spirit crystallized in matter.
Here, the alchemical process completes – wholeness is felt. You stand in your power, embodied and self-trusting, radiant.
Writing, embodiment ritual, fear release practice


Day 3 || Separation | Meeting the Shadow and the Light
AIR | The alchemist separates and filters the products
We separate from the chaos to witness what lies beneath – the hidden, the shamed, the forgotten. Which parts you’ve cast aside now hold the power to set you free?
Journaling, emotional alchemy, Messages from Shadow practice



Day 4 | Conjunction || Alignment with Inner Guidance
EARTH | The union of purified opposites – sulfur and mercury 
We integrate what was divided and align with our inner authority – the part of you that already knows. This is where we hear our inner wisdom and begin to trust ourselves.
Writing, guided meditation, Human Design, Gene Keys, Astrology


Day 5 | Fermentation + Distillation || Devotion + Willpower
ETHER || The substance is put under pressure & boiled to test & refine 
We test our new strength – not to prove, but to integrate. Learn an un-conventional method for quitting your everyday addictions (that actually works) and get your willpower turned on.
Writing, sacred scheduling, guided meditation




You’ll leave with a body of words, a calmer nervous system, and a steady flame of devotion you can return to long after the event ends.





Sacred Scheduling Coach | Sophia Code® Circle Leader | DreamTrips Explorer

Chelsea Kyle is a spiritual entrepreneur interested in how to radically metamorphize how humans are living life on this planet. She received her Masters in Divinity, is a certified death doula, wrote a book on honeybees and colony collapse disorder, is a sacred scheduling coach, a Sophia Code Circle facilitator, and a travel ambassador. She has a partner, dog, and a 3 year old and resides in Colorado. 

Chelsea Kyle

Reiki Master | Human Design guide(HDS Au) | Designer(VIA UC)

Louise is here to rouse the stagnant and help people return to their inner wisdom and creative power—transforming sensitivity into strength, and living with open hearts and grounded presence in harmony with themselves and the world.

Louise Lindvald

Professional Certified Coach 

Mackenzie Stewart is a Professional Certified Coach (PCC) and founder of Mindset by Mackenzie. She helps people reconnect to their inner fire - the spark within that knows they were made for more - guiding them beyond fear and self-doubt to share their gifts and bring their light to the world. Through individual coaching, group programs, retreats, and her Illuminate Oracle Deck, Mackenzie helps others live with clarity, confidence, authenticity and freedom.

Mackenzie Stewart

A circle of radiant women will be your guides

Somatic Trauma Integration Guide

⌲ Certified trauma resolution + erotic embodiment coach
⌲ Not here to fix you-here to hold holiness within the messy
⌲ Find a rooted Self beyond shame

Rachel rae Halder

Nervous System Coach

Nervous system & somatic coach who blends the art and science of the nervous system to help women heal deep-rooted father wounds.

laura Larios

Mentor and Soul Guide for Healers and Spiritually Aware Entrepreneurs

Part healer, part teacher, part priestess — and full-time soul guide. After over a decade of growing a thriving psychotherapy practice, I retired in 2017 and devoted myself fully to mentoring healers and helpers.
My work is about supporting you to transmute fear and doubt, activate the power of your purpose and harmonize giving and receiving in alignment with Divine Will

Keri nola

The only thing stronger than truth… is belief.

And when you don’t trust yourself — when you can’t hear or speak your own truth — you’ll believe anything that promises relief.

For years, I chased “self-growth.” Books, classes, certifications — I was always healing, but never really felt better, happier. I looked successful on paper, but underneath, I was running on caffeine, cigerettes, chaos, and cycles of numbing. I felt broken. I didn't know what I wanted or how to create it. I kept getting into bad situations and getting hurt, and hurting people.

After my own dark night of the soul in 2021, I had a choice: keep spiraling, or get radically honest. So I began releasing every “everyday addiction” — one by one — and building a relationship with my inner authority. I started listening to my body, my instincts, my truth.

What I’ve learned is that healing isn’t about finding more tools. It’s about embodiment — learning to actually live what you already know. It’s about facing the parts of you you’ve hidden, loving them fiercely, and creating devotional practices that restore your self-trust from the inside out.

Now, my life is built on devotion, not distraction. I make my living through my gifts. I trust myself to be able to handle the ups and downs of life.. To take big risks, even if my legs shake.

 And that’s what I want for every woman who finds her way here — to stop searching for someone else’s formula and start living from your own gold. To trust yourself again. To finally leave fight or flight and to know a joyful, fufilling life. 

Because when you trust yourself, you become unstoppable.

My Story

Why This Matters...

When women write, the world heals.

When sensitive hearts stop apologizing and start expressing, whole timelines shift.

I believe self-trust is the most radical creative act there is.

It’s how we rescue our own energy,
how we reclaim our attention from the noise,
how we finally remember that we were never too late — we were just ripening.

12 live sessions + replays


Daily writing rituals and somatic practices


Community space for sharing and connecting with other women on your same journey

Guest speakers on creativity, embodiment, and purpose, Human Design, shadow work, mindset, trauma resolution

A new belief in yourself that you CAN do what you put your mind to.


All completely free — a gift from my hearth to yours.

What You'll Receive

You’ll receive replays for each session

What if I can’t join live?

2, 45 minutes sessions per day, with up to 30 minutes each evening for the activities

How long will it take?

No. If you have a voice, you’re already a writer. This is for anyone who wants a more consistent writing practice

Do I have to be a writer?

Frequently Asked Questions

What do I need to bring?

A journal, an open heart, and the willingness to meet yourself honestly.

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There’s a version of you that’s already free — unapologetic, expressed, and steady in her own rhythm.

She’s not waiting to be found.
She’s waiting to be remembered.

Join us for Living in Gold and begin the sacred work of returning to yourself — through writing, through body, through truth.

Because the world doesn’t need another perfect woman.

It needs you, in your full color and fire.

🜂 The alchemy begins November 11.


If you can commit to 6 life changing days... what else could you do? 

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